Sunday, November 3, 2013

My Coach.....

This is him.  The man I met and then married nearly 14 years ago.  He knew all of my secrets, and loved me anyway.  He kept my heart safe and my life lovely.  He gave me three beautiful boys who are the light of my world.  He has been my everything and will continue to be until I see him again.

Coach was called back to his Heavenly Father on October 8th.  Some say it was a heart attack, others think it was congestive heart failure, the results of the autopsy are still pending.  You would think with all the medical whatnot we've been hurdling this past year, that I would be more patient with the process; I'm not.  I would like to now why he's not here with me right now- at least the physical reason.

In my heart I know that it was his time.  What does that even mean?  I truly believe that we will never live shorter or longer than our appointed time on this Earth.  A loving Heavenly Father watches over each of us and it is in His hands that we rest.

I miss him.  Desperately.

I'll probably write more down the pike, but I wanted you all to know why it's been so quiet lately.  I'm a bit lost without my best friend.  I'm also very hopeful that peace will come.