There's really no easy way to talk about any of this. I feel a need to at least let everyone know that I did have my check-up last August, and the Dr. didn't get enough sample on his pap swab to do anyone a bit of good, but I did get a bill for it. Ha!
I have another check-up in February, where I'll be sure to let Dr. B know that he needs to scrape extra hard to make sure we get what we need. (winky winky). This is a bit tricky as it will be the first doctor's visit with Dr. B that my husband wasn't with me.
I miss him.
Moving forward, and hating every single step. Thankfully I have three wonderful reasons to keep moving forward, at least until I like it a little bit.
Still grateful for what I know to be true. Thankful for family and friends who continue to love me, warts and all. Thankful for three little boys who pray for me every morning and night. I am thankful. Tired and weary, but thankful.